Thursday, May 27, 2010

day 79 of (us)

' who is the real you? the girl in the mirror or the girl outside of the mirror?'

current thought: these days i haven't been really confident in myself. when i had lunch with a friend of mine, he asked me this question: do i love myself before others or love others first before myself. i answered that i love myself before others. maybe that's why i tend to leave early in events or not be around my friends a lot. i'm too self-conscious about myself. i may look like a strong person, but deep down inside, i'm feeble, not confident, and worst of all a liar. will i break away from these negative wary thought? i smile away everything, but how long will it last?

I don't know the real me...where am I in this large world? Where is JoAnne Lee?
(jsl)

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