"new breath"
(wow..my eyes are pretty big here)
current thought: for the past few days i attended our church's holy spirit seminar. i dont really receive much from this type of function other than motivation to work on my faith, but yesterday (our last day) i got something more. during the last healing, someone came by and prayed over me. thats when i couldnt breathe. i felt as if my lungs and trachea stopped working. everything was stiff. but i didnt need to breathe. it was as if He took my breath away.
I didnt understand the importance of it until today during the bishop's homily. He said something like - the holy spirit comes as holy breath. and thats when i knew.
God took my air - the air that i rely on; the air i live off of. He took it away and made me rely on Him, His air - the breath of the holy spirit.
the air that my body receives may be of this world but my soul breathes in the air of the holy spirit.
He reminded me: my life should only rely on Him. He is the only one who can provide me eternal strength, life, and love.
ps. suffering is a blessing. to love is a blessing. i love you. 힘내
(yjc)
welcome back yeyey!
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